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Well that was a trip; it's been months since I logged in because,
I forgot my password 
not that I think anyone out there is hanging by a thread to hear my words of wisdom or anything.
Frankly I use all blogs as a place to process as I go.
If like-minded people stumble along the path, all the better.
I like sharing the process.
Anywho, back to MIRACLES...
Months have passed and I'm of a new philosophy:
ANYTHING THAT WORKS FOR THE GOOD IS GOOD.
ANYTHING.
Doesn't have to be just 'Christianity' cuz,
good is good.
(DO I HEAR AN AMEN?)
just kidding. 
At the end of the day, I'm for WHATEVER WORKS FOR THE GOOD
and trust me, I've taken a bit of condemnation for that
from my "Christian community" who believe there is only one
"right way" (their way) you know how that goes;
BUT I have decided to free myself from all condemnation and bondages
in my pursuit of trying to manifest GOOD WORKS.
SO that's where I'm at... since my last blog in.
I've been blogging on other sites working through it all until remembering my password here...
so I wanted to update the progress/process
and if I may say:
and this may appear to contradict what I previously blogged but,
we all change as we grow...
LOVE is LOVE whatever form or label it takes.
MIRACLES ARE MIRACLES whether they are new age or religious.
I'm still all for miracles, don't get me wrong,
IT IS MY HEART'S DESIRE
but I will pursue any pathway that results in being effective for the good. And I no longer care what anyone thinks about that.
I basically got kicked out of one Christian fellowship recently,
when I told them I would pursue these good works,
in whatever form or avenue I could find them
BLASPHEMY they felt.
Hmmmm.
The parable of the Good Samaritan comes to mind.
It was supposedly said by Jesus.
Therein it goes:
(paraphrased)
there was a dude beaten to a pulp and left for dead in a ditch.
Along came a PRIEST
who basically stepped over the dude rather than help him,
and crossed to the other side of the road.
A LEVITE (priestly class temple attender) also came along;
and likewise,
crossed to the other side of the road
either pretending not to see,
unmoved by compassion,
or not wanting to be bothered.
then along comes a low-life half-breed samaritan,
cousins of the jews,
but looked down upon by the jews of that day as, well,
lowly half breeds.
Spit upon etc.
Despised.
BUT... the Samaritan...
he kneels down by the side of the man,
bandages his wounds with what oil and wine etc. he may be carrying,
puts the unconscious man on his donkey,
walks the donkey to an inn,
pays the man's keep at the inn,
and goes along his way saying, he must attend his business but,
will stop in on the way back to see if there is any additional bill
for the man's care; and will pay it.
So.. Jesus concludes the parable by asking,
at the end of the day,
WHO REALLY WAS THE MAN'S GOOD NEIGHBOR???
Who really did demonstrate good?
Not the Priest,
even though it was his paid appointed job to do so...
not even the levite...
whose keep was paid by tithe and who was also considered high and holy;
but the despised half breed samaritan,
hence the phrase that exists today:
GOOD SAMARITAN,
THIS one, demonstrated love.
Whatever works for the good, is good.
THAT man also would have been, and was, condemned by his religious contemporaries.
I'm being condemned by mine,
for searching for alternate modalities of healing,
miracles, etc. in "NEW AGE" such as Louise Hay,
positive affirmations,
visualizations,
meditation etc.
"IT's ALL OF THE DEVIL" they say.
But in all seriousness,
how can anything that helps and heals people,
and teaches them love and even self care and self love,
be evil?
Bottom line: "THEY" can keep their condemnation.
My life purpose is to be a healer.
I have always been a healer of some form,
teacher, counselor... medical office worker,
nursing home worker,
12 step sponsor/program member,
etc. etc. etc.
It's who I am, what I'm called to do and,
I will take whatever I can get for the good,
wherever I can get it,
even from a Samaritan.
Enough said about that.
Last thought for today:
Yesterday I had lunch with a "Sufi" (sect of Islam, a Muslim)
I wanted to learn more about the mystical aspects of Sufi.
I will sit with Wiccans, Witches, Magicians, whomever,
to learn. I am willing to sit at the feet of any guru or if necessary,
sit on the hill and become a guru.
I want the gold.
So...
The Sufi gentleman made an observation when I complained to him,
I'm FRUSTRATED, I can't seem to find the secrets to miracles
fast enough... I want to be effective NOW!!!
The gentleman says to me:
(again paraphrased)
"My dear...
every time you sat with someone in crisis,
the distressed people, the drug-addicted people,
the suicidal people... the battered women,
the elderly, the sick, the mentally ill...
every time you sat with them and gave them your time,
your unconditional love, your positive regard;
honored them with your caring presence:
you healed them.
Try to understand, the principle of reverberation.
You made a dent in one life...
and that person... went on to effect many others with an upward spiral for the good. The life skills you taught..they also impacted the people with healing and miracles...
because where you saved even one person,
you saved a generation.
And where you save a generation,
you save life."
At first I objected: yes sure I have been doing all those things from childhood on... but in the hierarchy of my mind I thought I needed to grow... I had done the hospitality, the nursing, the nose wiping,
the sitting through the problems and the processings of the griefs,
but I wanted to CUT TO THE CHASE and quicken all that,
with outright MIRACLES
let's just get on to the miracles!!!
The gentleman made me realize all along,
I have been a healer...
every person I have met along the pathway...
I have tried to validate and help and leave with resources and hope.
I will never know the number because, I didn't count.
It's just part of who I am and what I am here to 'do.'
I am not bragging...
it's a simple fact of my purpose... everyone has a gift,
a talent, a purpose...
and the Sufi also reminded me,
as Wayne Dyer teaches also,
that being of service to our fellow man
to humanity...
in some capacity...
(and EVERYONE big or small has that capacity) is part of
our purpose of life, because when we help or save others,
we help and save ourselves,
because we are all one.
Suddenly I realized he was right.
I was practicing some form of healing all along.
And just maybe here or there was a break through splash of a miracle
a suicide prevented, and that person going on to impact many for the good.
That person might be the person to invent the cure for cancer.
AND SO IT GOES FORWARD spiraling up for the good,
paying it forward if you will.
Who knows, one of those people may one day save even me.
All healers are wounded healers,
especially in their angst to want to heal MORE, NOW, as many and as quickly and painlessly as possible,
consumed constantly by the awareness of suffering,
and longing to be more effective.
I realize I may not be as effective as I would like to be,
or at the level I would like to be at;
but I was, and still am,
a healer and even a little miracle worker,
every day.
And that's a good thing.
Beth
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